Well, I don't go on here a lot anymore. But I saw what's going on with Ferris. I know I'm one of the reasons. And to that, I'm sorry. I'm sorry to everyone that got involved. I'm sorry to Ferris especially. All of those reviews were all jokes. I never intended it to be anything serious. It was a stupid decision on my part. I'm here to take accountability. I never wanted to manipulate people as well. I'm still depressed and wishing to harm myself. I kept living for people like Feri. I don't want things to be this way. I just want things the way they were. Ferris, if you are reading this, I'm sorry for everything I've done to you. I'm sorry to everyone. I'm sorry to Solar-Neon for lashing everything on her during the situation. I thought she made everyone cut me off. I'm sorry for dragging shit on. I never wanted to be a piece of shit to anyone. I just want things the way they were. I miss my friends. I miss having fun with people. I just wish I wasn't such a fuck up. I highly doubt anyone will forgive me.

I'm genuinely sorry.